Words are boats which carry meaning and power. Β For at least four decades, our Queer community has deliberately acted to re-define words heteros have used as demeaning epithets for us – dyke, faggot, poofter, pussy-eater β imbuing them with our pride.
Same same but different, the 2016 Pride Literary Festival showed how magnificently we have done that.Β Held at sponsor AUTβs campus, it drew over 400 people to its 8 sessions, each carefully planned to cover our past and possible future writings.
The opening session The Book that Turned the Light On, regally chaired by tiara-wearing, silver-clad Edward Cowley (aka Buckwheat), ten writers shared their βlight-bulbβ moments.
In Wilkie Collins Woman in White, biographer/historian Joanna Drayton noted the main character, Marian, was βvery masculineβ, fully turning on her light when she then read Lisa Altherβs Other

Women. Writer/museum curator Paul Diamond gained insights from many books, including Peter Wellsβ Gay Writing in New Zealand.Β Metro editor Susannah Walker, was inspired by Broadsheet and also Stephanie Dowrickβs Running Backwards over Sand. βIt was the first time Iβd read about women fucking,β she said.βI was riveted.β
For Douglas Lloyd Jenkins, Willa Catherβs My Antonia βexcited my imagination and suggested possibilitiesβ as did the work of Oscar Wilde. Paula Boock, writer and founder of Longacre Press foundΒ Pinnochio inspiring because βlike me, Pinnochio wanted to be a real boy.βΒ For Pacific Island playwright Victor Rodger, living in Christchurch with his palangi mother, Β buying OUT magazine Β was βperfect for a teen who knew at eight he was gay.β
For transman Cole Meyer, βthere was no book to turn the light on, unless it was my own journaling. But I read sci fi/fantasy because it transcended reality.β His impassioned poem I Hate gave vivid insights into his difficult journey to be himself.
Jeremy Hansen was inspired by many books: Rupert Everettβs biography, Derek Jarmanβs fearless books, Michael Angeloβs Being Queer in America, and Witi Ihimaeraβs Nights in the Gardens of Spain.Β For Rainbow Tickβs Michael Steven, The Naked Civil Servant and the Front Runner led to his knowledge that he βwanted to love and be loved by other men.β
A rousing end to the evening came from Whaitiri Mikaere, aka Diesel Dyke Poet, who β laid my lips on the screenβΒ on seeing TV1βs newsreader Angela DβAudney, adding βit was electrifyingβ
Carole Beu chaired the Larger than Life session, which heard Alison Mau talk of βthe weight of responsibilityβ she felt when writing the biography of Liz Roberts, NZβs first transwoman. Biographer Joanna Drayton felt a similar responsibility when writing about her motherβs school chum, Anne Perry, once Heavenly Creatures Juliet Hume. βYours is a story New Zealand needs to hear,β Joanne said to convince the usually reclusive Perry to speak with her.
For historian Julie Glamuzina, hot on the trail of Iris Warren aka cross-dresser Peter Williams, finding the 1945 marriage certificate stamped βThe parties are both female β not to be releasedβ was as good as gold, as was Peterβs own declaration βI am perfectly natural.β
Witi Ihimaera held the audience captive, revealing how he handled being married to a woman at the same time as being in a relationship with a man. βMy wife was very generous,β he told us, βeven when rocks were being thrown through our windows because of my writing about passion between men.β Β His novel The Uncleβs Story makes visible the missionary-induced homophobia in Maori nation.

In Now & Then, new voices as well as established writers were heard. Aorewa McLeodβs poem of discarding old feminist classics like Lesbian Ethics chided the next generation for βthrowing your pasts away.β Β Semira Davies, who won the One to Watch award in 2015, read from her Sex Poems and No Bra, with its telling line βyou make me write songs I am scared to sing.β
Samesame didnβt overlook the trend to self-publishing, covered in Paddling Your Own Waka. Ian Watt, whose publishing experience includes working for Reed, Harper Collins and Exisle, said βthe good news is that actual book sales are up 7%, while e-books plateau-ed two years ago and are now declining. βAnd todayβs publishers are looking for authors who are prepared to help sell the book, engage with people directly or on social media.β
Chris Brickellβs Genre Books fuses new ideas of do-it-yourself publishing with well-proved traditional ones. βGenre Books looks for queer stories which may find difficulty getting published elsewhere,β citing the success of Two by Two β Men in Paris.
His Maori/Swiss cultures contribute to the aesthetic of writer/publisher Anton Blank, whose mother βwas the first Maori woman to win the Katherine Mansfield Awardβ.Β For Maori, βtikanga is a policing of behaviour. There is no reflection of my reality in Maori literature, which is why we need a Maori Landfall.β
Laughter was the keynote of Teenage Years, dynamically opened by Glenfield college students Chrys Jones and Aleisha Parkinson. Their rousing delivery of prose-poem I Am Sure, showed some of this generation of queer youth is more than certain about its sexual preference. Peter Wells then led writers Stevan Eldred-Grigg and Associate Professor of Gender Studies Chris Brickell down memory lane to their teenage years as queer youths in the rigidly normative society our country was in the 40βs,50βs and early 60βs.
InΒ #TheFuture, panellists agreed the buzz word for today is diversity. βNo more straight white men!β declared playwright Aroha Awarau, to which transwoman Amanaki Prescott Faletau added βand transpeople playing male and female parts!β
Playwright Josephine Stewart Tewhiu, (The Black) ,showed how mentoring can really help young writers: βUniversity lecturer Marilyn Waring taught me to be strong,β she reveals. βMarilyn was outed by Truth when she was very new in Parliament. She was reviled by the whole country, it seemed, but she held on, supported by close lesbian friends.β

Pacific Island transwoman playwright Amanaki Prescott-Faletau (Playmarketβs Best Play for the Young 2015) sees it as βmy duty to create roles for Pacific Island actors, especially women, as part of representing the trans community on stage.βΒ Β Maori playwright Aroha Awarau adds that he βparticularly enjoys writing female charactersβ
The final session in this richly-diverse literary feast was Dangerous Pleasures. The title refers to the way Queer people in the past searched for sexual information, sometimes even in βblatantly homophobic textsβ. Strength and clarity were almost revered in books like Pleasures of the Flesh, Stevan Eldred-Griggβs 1984 novel, and from Peter Wells in 1994, Dangerous Desires.Β βCompare them to Coal Flat, published in 1969; originally, the story had two males βbut Kiwi writer Bill Pearson had to change the gender to get it published.β
Before the Festival ended, an accolade was given to David Linden Brown, who died of cancer late last year. Davidβs Calling the Fish closes with the classic lines:Β βMy deep dark pain is home./Come here, I said to the boy/ and tell me some lies about yourself.β
Finally, this review β and the whole event β would be extremely remiss without giving a standing ovation to Peter Wells. Peter almost spearheaded Queer writing in this country with his numerous stories, films, and novels. Journey to a Hanging is the title of his most recent book, an investigation into the connected hangings of Maori chief Kereopa Te Rau and Rev. Sylvius Volkner. Β Peterβs clarity, wisdom and passion combined with his innate dignity make him one of our Queer communityβs proudest claims to writing fame.
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